#11561
IM WRITING IN ALL CAPS LATELY BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IM YELLING INSIDE MY HEAD ALL THE TIME

MOST OF MY POEMS ARE SUICIDE NOTES
IT'S 12 PM AND IM TRYING TO DECIDE,

'DO I START DRINKING RIGHT NOW

OR DO I START DRINKING LATER'

I WANT TO GO TO PARTIES WHERE PEOPLE ARE BURNING AT THE STAKE
SCREAMING AND DYING
SIGNALING THROUGH FLAMES

AT LEAST THOSE MOMENTS OF CONNECTION WOULD NOT FEEL DISINGENUOUS
BECAUSE IT'S HARD TO POSTURE
OR CALCULATE YOUR IDENTITY AND MAKE SORRY ATTEMPTS AT TOTEMIST PSEUDO-LANGUAGE
AND PSEUDO-NATURALISM
WHEN YOU ARE BUSY SCREAMING
'PLEASE GOD, HELP ME
I AM BURNING MY SKIN IS ON FIRE
I HAVE CHILDREN
I DONT WANT TO LEAVE THEM ALONE
I DONT WANT TO LEAVE THEM ALONE
I DONT WANT TO LEAVE THEM ALONE
PLEASE GOD
HELP ME
AND PUT THIS FIRE OUT'

I WOULD BE RELUCTANT TO PUT THE FIRE OUT
I SWEAR I AM A GOOD PERSON
IT WOULD JUST BE SO BEAUTIFUL,
SAVORING THOSE MOMENTS OF THE MOST BASIC MEASURE OF INTERACTION
HELP
CRYING
OKAY
YES.

AND I COULD FEEL THEIR DESIRE TO SURVIVE
AND BE BETTER
AND EXIST IN A SPACE WITHOUT FASHION BECAUSE YOU CANT AS A BURN VICTIM
AND EXIST IN A SPACE WITH THEIR LOVED ONES BECAUSE THEY NEED THEM
THEY NEED THE LOVE
THEY CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT IT
THEY COULD NEVER USE WORDS LIKE FAGGOT OR RETARD BECAUSE HUMAN CONNECTION WOULD BECOME SO INHERENTLY VALUABLE
IF YOU WANT TO BE BEAUTIFUL, LIGHT YOURSELF ON FIRE
IF YOU WANT TO BE HAPPY, PROBABLY DONT LIGHT YOURSELF ON FIRE
YOU'D HAVE TO INTELLECTUALIZE THE EXPERIENCE TO COPE OR SOMETHING

I WANT TO BE BEAUTIFUL
I WANT TO BE LOVED
I AM CONSIDERING MEDICATION
I AM CONSIDERING MATCHES

MY HEART BREAKS BECAUSE I WILL NEVER MEET A BURNING HUMAN
#11562
lets get retarded and insane in here!!
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stegosaurus posted:

*dusts off the weird twitter crusade sceptre* lets get goin boys



tell me how it goes because i never go on twitter

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#11567
i would rather listen to someone tell me about how radiolab is really interesting and npr is great than hear dead ken-likes complain about the PC police and how all these women dont wanna hear about class analysis
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#11570
i have never heard radiolab
#11571
radiolab can be interesting when you've got a horrible daily commute and they're not wobbly wobbly reverbing a random sentence for 30 seconds or some ship
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#11573
yeah, Yes. Yup. Radiolab.

They need to do something about the NPR bumps though that sad tombone thing they've had going on is lame af
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#11575
MarketWatch is still good
#11576
apparently i just stumbled into the hate-i-o lab
#11577
i love stupid ass-movies
#11578
i have an npr buddy who listens to npr all the time, it tells you how to fix your car and then brings in an ex-mossad from WINEP to tell you to bomb syria for the next three hours on three different shows from three different countries
#11579

stegosaurus posted:

*dusts off the weird twitter crusade sceptre* lets get goin boys



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#11581
i see putin i see france i see that girls underpants
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#11583
*raises cryptkeeper-like appendage and points*
#11584
how do a write alt lit poetry

very carefully
very carefully
very very carefully

so my opinion is: he's a guy who has been interested in making massive-scale art projects with online elements for a long time
and he's got this amazing knowledge of like deep internet culture
he's a creative person and that's how he ended taking a good job at buzzfeed
and that's fine
and this is his side passion priject he's been working on for years
i met him back before either of us worked at buzzfeed
and he was talking about working on a new project
i jsut realized, the first time i met him was the same week he bought the horse ebooks account
(though apparently he didn't buy it)
anyway
people are mad becaise
1) everyone had that sinking feeling of "damn i got duped" and they're mad
i totally felt that for a second too
like
omg i'm pissed
2) people think that this is related to his work at buzzfeed, which isn't true1:23 PM
3) people are being dicks about critiquing whether it;s "art" or not
which is like
it's art, get over it
#11585
i just got done listening to silvia federici talk for basically 4 straight hours and she owns owns owns
#11586
http://www.wikihow.com/Be-Okay-with-Having-a-Communist-Friend
#11587
the thoughtcatalog one about dating a communist was really funny
#11588
looking for that i found it, the most perfect thoughtcatalog post ever written:

http://thoughtcatalog.com/marcus-escritos/2014/05/stop-whatever-youre-doing-right-now-and-invade-north-korea/
#11589
korean bbq ftw
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#11593
wats a good book on the yugoslave wars. thank you
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#11598
None of those post's were particualry helpful
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corey posted:

wats a good book on the yugoslave wars. thank you



this book is chill

http://www.amazon.com/First-Harm-Humanitarian-Intervention-Destruction/dp/0826516440