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penitent
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thats socialism brah
#42
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that's a "joke" brah
#43
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stick around I will be doing them all day hyuck hyuck hyuck
#44
Not Your S.H.I.E.L.D.
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deadken posted:
those who would eliminate all depression seek to rid the world of poetry.



two birds

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sorry deadken, i didnt mean to make it sound like a bad thing. in many ways i envy your ability to put stuff out there because i just bottle my bad feelings up even thought talking about it is one of the best ways to cope with it

but im not normally a sadbrains, just in a really bad place right now so no hard feelings mate
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Superabound posted:

deadken posted:
those who would eliminate all depression seek to rid the world of poetry.

two birds



lol

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TG posted:
sorry deadken, i didnt mean to make it sound like a bad thing. in many ways i envy your ability to put stuff out there because i just bottle my bad feelings up even thought talking about it is one of the best ways to cope with it

but im not normally a sadbrains, just in a really bad place right now so no hard feelings mate



well im kinda private about my sex life with my irl friends..... like not private about what actually happens but about how it makes me feel which is more important really.... i think people get problems when they start identifying as a Depressive or whatever, the mind is in a constant dialectical relationship with its surroundings. feel better bro

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yeah i just brag about my sex life to my friends and dont tell them how it feels
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deadken posted:
well im kinda private about my sex life with my irl friends..... like not private about what actually happens but about how it makes me feel which is more important really.... i think people get problems when they start identifying as a Depressive or whatever, the mind is in a constant dialectical relationship with its surroundings. feel better bro



yeah, a handful of years ago i probably would have called myself generally depressive, but have grown a lot since. im off to talk to a therapist. who knows, depending on how that goes you might all hear about it anyway!

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that part is disgusting ken but i agree w/ the part about depression
#51
Not Your S.H.I.E.L.D.
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its weird because my biggest fear and source of anxiety was always losing people i loved, but after the initial shock of it happening in all the ways that i feared most i couldnt ignore the realization that the only thing it left me with was a steady sense of relief
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Cycloneboy's biggest fear was the death of his dear ol' Gran... until he saw the bank account...
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Superabound posted:
its weird because my biggest fear and source of anxiety was always losing people i loved, but after the initial shock of it happening in all the ways that i feared most i couldnt ignore the realization that the only thing it left me with was a steady sense of relief



love is a burden............ don't be. Become

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Poronto
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deadken posted:

Superabound posted:
its weird because my biggest fear and source of anxiety was always losing people i loved, but after the initial shock of it happening in all the ways that i feared most i couldnt ignore the realization that the only thing it left me with was a steady sense of relief

love is a burden............ don't be. Become



"Coming down off the nova somewhere near the boiled egg that is the Royal Albert Hall, we watch Paul's sun crossed with John's star and hold ice cream hands. Someone slipped on a cassette as the one you wanted left with someone else but somehow it was cool because as the music filled the shadows, you heard a sound that was a million miles away from fakery and a step away from your heart. Just like it always did, this sound puts the swagger back into your step, the rush into your blood but somehow, and I don't know how, they had become deeper, wider, soulful, better at their craft, inspired by so many things like a world that is tilting who knows where and the applause they always knew was theirs but waited so impatiently to receive. Words cut you from all angles, back up by a monumental sound that rises high, high and high to crash against your rocks and then changes, majestically and magically to soothe the wounds inside. As you are dragged inside on this trip abandon, you hear a council estate singing its heart out, you hear the clink of loose change that is never enough to buy what you need, boredom and poverty, hours spent with a burnt out guitar, dirty pubs and cracked up pavements, violence and love, all rolled into one, and now all this. At the end you flip over and start again because now you are not isolated. They have gone to work so that you can go home. High above the day turns pink and you feel your feet lift above the ground as new roads open up in front of you. In this town the jury is always rigged but the people know. They always know the truth. Believe. Belief. Beyond. Their morning glory."

#55
Mike Nelson here.
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guidoanselmi posted:

getfiscal posted:
i wish, i pay $300 a month for my meds.

what are you on? doesnt state med cover your prescriptions?

no, there is no income-tested pharmacare in ontario. just for people approved for social assistance (i applied but not yet) and seniors.

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